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Name: J Quinn
Country: United States
Gender: Female
Interests: making you shut the hell up and being obsessively complusive in an insane fashion toward godly beings.
Being Mrs. Dou at an S.H.E concert.
Shiny objects, leather, and black eye shadow. Addicted to counting calories, weight training, going to the gym, oggling myself down infront of a full length mirror, then going to a fatty restaurant afterwards.
Expertise: critical critisizing... shooting haters in the spleen, being an ass, being effin stoked, day dreaming up a storm, randomness. Undercover ditsy blonde. Unconscious gossip queen. Delirious Fantasy Ho. Multi-affairin'. Numba 1 stunna for da big T as in team leada! Poker chip lovin' trickin out playa.
Occupation: Registered Dietitian
Industry: I work
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
3/6/2003
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Why? Because it takes less time and I can do it all on my phone! It might be the next 'it' thing too, who knows, at least I'm giving it a shot...
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| Emotions...
It's over and done
But the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
Instead of me tonight?
And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You'll never see me fall apart
In the words of a broken heart
It's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
Lost in the song
But if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight?
Don't you know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight
I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star
Why do emotions run the course? My emotions... how much longer do I have to keep them in check? I can go on and I will, but its only emptiness I feel... There is a heavy ache in this cage of mine, who will set it free? I guess only time.
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| So I was digging into a new can of Planters mixed nuts...
Strangely looking for the peanuts, why? Because I'm one of those people that wanted to finish the peanuts first and save the robust cashews for later... after what seemed like 15 minutes of searching I could only find 2 peanuts through the mist of a bajillion cashews, almonds, spanish nuts, and pecans. What the hell? I said to myself, usually they are all over the place.
Then it hit me.
I bought a can of the 'Deluxed' mixed nuts, and I guess deluxe really means little to nil peanuts! It was like a realization... almost in comparison to the time I found out that the first letter in Disney was a 'D' and not a 'G'... now that one screwed me up for a while... all this time.
I felt ecstatic and stupid at the same time on both occasions... such is a day in the life of ME. Heh, now I only hope Planters had the no salt added version to their deluxe mixed nuts, then I would be a happy camper! Maybe.
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| I ain't got no money
I ain't got no car to take you on a date
I can't even buy you flowers
But together we could be the perfect soulmates
Talk to me girl
Oh baby, it's alright now, you ain't gotta flaunt for me
If we go dutch you can still touch my love, it's free
We can work without the perks just you and me
thug it out 'til we get it right
Yes, my love is free  , this song always peps me up... why try so hard? It's not worth it, it's all about if you like me, then my love is free. ::Jenn doing her shoulder groove::
Anyhow, I'm taking 2 days off next week... why? I'm going camping! Usually after each time I go camping I tell myself that I will never do it again.... but alas, I promised I would while I was drunk and here I am, packing for camping. I love my shower and super comfy queen size bed too much... but eh, the company will be great so that makes up for everything. I plan on getting drunk at least one night and dancing to Timbaland!
It's already August... another month goes by... I really need to attend to my to do list... so much to do. And here I sit updating this thing when I really should be crossing stuff off of my to do list.
Okay, let me leave you all and try... try... try to do something productive or sleep, because I haven't been doing that either. KK, me out.
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| I'm sorry world... or the world of cyberspace at least.
I have been very very bad at updating... updating about life, about food, about fun, about everything basically. I don't really have a valid excuse, but let me try anyway. I got caught up in life for the last 2 months... it was a whirlwind of goods and bads. Then, when I did want to write in my journal, xanga forced me to create a new password. I hate that stuff... so I said screw it, and didn't sign on. But now, I feel like I should get back into it, talk about how I feel to the 2 people that read this and the 3 random guests that happen to stumble upon here... It did me good in the beginning so I should still do it now.
In the last two months, I had such a good time, I didn't think life could get any better. All the small things didn't bother me as long as I was in this state of high. Every problem in life seemed so insignificant or solvable, it was a good feeling. I experienced so many new things and did so many different things, it was refreshing. But alas, all good things come to an end, just like Nelly said. And when the end came, I felt so empty. It hurt and I felt cheated somewhere somehow. Why couldn't I keep myself in that state of high? I remembered walking outside one crisp day, into the bright sun and fresh air... a normal day which I would smile upon, but not that day. I didn't smile, instead I cocked my head to the left and thought... I am missing something, this feeling of emptiness is eating me inside.
But now, even with occasional mood swings, I am determined to shake all of that aside... and really enjoy what life has to offer, the goods along with the bads. Even in my 'down in the pits' stressful stage, I am thankful for all the family and friends-like-family that I have around me, to motivate me and keep me on my feet and slap me across the noggin. I truly truly feel blessed to have those people in my life and whenever life does suck again, I know it could be a lot worse without these special being.
Thank you again, you all are my assets.
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